bear_in_spanish

01:05 am: Earlier today I decided to get off my but and look for a J-O-B. I'm thinking about applying for the computer lab on campus. Computers aren't my best friend and I usually fuck them up even further than they already are. But I'm desperate, DAMMIT ! The pay isn't that good, either. It's about $7 an hour, which is almost slave labor. But how else am I going to be able to pay for all the shit that I want to get but don't really need, strip?

10:31 am: I've been thinking, am I allowed to say anything if my roomy doesn't take any showers??? Everyday, the smell seems to be getting worse. One day I look over at my sleeping roomy and the bottom of his feet were pitch black, kinda like adam sandler's foot was in the movie Mr. Deeds.

12:36 pm: presentation today
I'm literally having a panic attack over this first project. I have presentation today and I have to convince all these retards that I can tell a story through my drawings. I feel safe to say that I'm stuck with a bunch of retarded students with the exception of just a few who I think are cool. I'm trying not to think of what I'm going to say when I'm up on stage because the more I think about it, the more anxiety I feel. Well guys, wish me luck and hope that these retards buy my story.

10:56 pm: So I'm at the studio doin' time. I swear I'm one remark away from saying "to hell with this" and shooting my instructors for making me stay here.

11:12 am: Quote Of The Day
"So many Mexicans have the same names that they should have 2 middle names to differentiate one from the other."

12:02 pm: dorm life
I bought my first computer yesterday. It's an apple macbook and it is awesome. I'm really excited that school started, and I'm really stoked about living the dorm life. Last night my roomy came back drunk as all hell. We briefly talked and some of my friends got caught by the R.A.,and were fined plus they have to write an essay about why they shouldn't drink at school. And so the adventures begin...

08:55 am: I'm starting school in about a week. I'm actually looking forward to being late, not doing my homework and being reprimanded for criticizing the way an instructor chooses to teach during class time. This takes me back during my internship over at City Hall, where I sometimes chose not to show up for work every other week to enjoy a mini vacation, or not doing what I was asked to do by my 'soup'. But I'm looking forward to meeting new people on campus and hyper-analyzing their existence.

12:31 pm:

  
This is me sitting on a golf cart and riding with a bunch of people on a golf cart. What you don' t know is that the little machine only holds about 4 people, there were 8 of us riding in a car. I took the picture thinking that it was going to show me hanging off the truck but the camera was too close. 

Here are a couple of pictures that I took that thought were pretty interesting. Take a look: 
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10:30 am: I finally took my girlfriend out to dinner with my family. We had thai food somewhere in downtown Los Angeles. The place was called OCHA (something something). The food was really good however, it was very unusual that the majority of the customers were hispanic, it was really bizarre. In some bizarre way, it felt like home. Anyway, the food was average price, and they gave you a crap-load. I gotta say that the fried won-ton was the best.



I was listening to my new xm radio and I heard that Interpol had a new song. Ummm, I think it was called SUPERSTITION, is that coming out in their new cd, hopefully soon ???

09:42 am: On probation
I suppose that being a recent city employee has its perks. However, today I had the TALK with my boss. I've been missing work rather frequently and I was running out of reasons to not show up. So this morning my boss calls me into her office, basically saying that if I don't straighten up that I will be let go of. I couldn't say that I was in shock (because I wasn't) in fact, I was expecting it. Anyway, I curled my tail in between my legs and apologized, and that's when she lets out that I'm still on probation!

PROBATION??? I've been a city employee or 2 years and I'm expected to be on probation for an internship... That really upsets me. Still, I can't say that I'm in shock (because I'm not) because I was expecting it. Is it that I'm just lazy or tired of working when I SHOULD really be studying.

I failed my last Calc. exam, miserably. I did all the homework and studied the problems that I had the most dificult time with. The problems that I studied hard for were hard to miss on the test. My problem was that I failed to study the easy problems. I shouldn't say that I'm in shock (although I am) but I wasn't expecting that.